Living by the sunshine

March 4,2015  Dear 19 year-old me,     Happy birthday!!! I hope you are enjoying your day with your true friend(s), the (s) is optional because I don't remember exactly who I spent the day with but, that's besides the point… By the end of this year; you will be a completely new and different person than who you are right now. Don't be scared it will all work itself out in the long run.     Looking back at my life, I see that everything was part of his (God) plan. But, I am left here wondering why I hadn't catch on faster to it all? When God placed other guys along our path but somehow, I created an illusion of a perfect relationship in my head. (I don't know I kick myself about this every day, but then I realize it something differs it can change my current experiences with love and being happy; SO ITS BEST TO MOVE ON AND CARRY ON). Thinking that , God knew we still needed to find ourselves through him. That's why he hadn't left him out. To add on to that, h...

Hello beauties,           So, looking back at some of my post, I now see how I have personally delayed some of my life experiences/goals. But, if the universe (God) is reading this I will try my best to stay on or ahead of the timeline from now on.                  *** SORRY, I just watched an episode of the flash and I am in that mindset of time travel.     Okay, in one of my previous post I declared that by 2022, I had published a book well that didn't work out and it's okay to acknowledge that it didn't work out and grow from your past failures .            I remember way back, I'm talking about 2013-ish when I first started my YouTube channel I was ready to go in and get rich and famous just like 'Juicystar07'; So, I began a YouTube channel 'BeatrizPilarr96' ...                But... then I got lazy and discou...